Suicidal thoughts. I’ve had several suicidal thoughts throughout this past week. March is a hard month filled with bittersweet anniversaries and birthdays. No matter how hard I try to prepare, it’s just downright hard. I prepared myself for March. I set up extra doctor and therapy appointments. I scheduled “me” time. Despite my preparation, I was still bogged down and overwhelmed with suicidal thoughts. Suicidal thoughts are something I have lived with for…
Sometimes words don’t come. Sometimes it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I just can’t do it anymore. Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck on a hamster wheel, constantly going, but getting nowhere. The last few weeks I have felt empty. I’ve been carrying around a heaviness in my heart. This Friday marks two years since my mom passed away. This Saturday, my son turns…
